Well since the baby came life has definitely changed. I knew it would but man did it ever!! I dont think I was prepared for how hard it would be initially. I knew that motherhood would be hard, but I didnt know it would be this hard initially. The first few days after we came home from the hospital I slept a total of 4 hours! I was tired, emotional, and had some other problems associated with the delivery. I had no appetite and every time I would put something in my mouth I would gag. I cried all of the time and felt like a failure. I had lots of trouble with breastfeeding and the baby was losing weight so fast. We had to take him out every day to the doctor to make sure he was gaining and not losing weight. Plus we also met with a lactation consultant to help me out. My pediatrician's office is amazing! I chose a great doctor because without them and their support I dont think we would be where we are now.
I still cry at time and feel so overwhelmed, but life has gotten easier. Ipolito eats so much better and actually prefers the breast to the bottle. His sleep schedule is so erratic but manageable. There are still nights I dont get any sleep but in all it is slowly getting better. Everyone tells me to hang in there that it will get easier but will it?!
On another note, I have the MOST AMAZING husband! He has been my rock, my best friend, and the best father ever. He is so supportive and helpful. I could not have done this without him. He is so amazing. I thank God every night and morning and many other times throughout the day for him. I pray each and every person has someone as amazing as him in their lives.
Well, this is all for now. Hopefully I can make more entries as things get easier!
Ipolito is 1 month, 1 week, and 3 days!
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I can't believe he's already a month old! It really does get better, WAY better! Hang in there! Do you have pictures?
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